license to ill

HAPPY420!!!! ..... not

2006-04-20T06:57:19Z

so i was watching that "one bad trip" show last night & it made me so angry!! this couple has been going out for 2 years and the guy [on camera] says his goal is to take a girl home with him..tells this one girl hes single..has sex with a girl, kisses a girl, gets lapdances, etc etc. and when his girlfriend confronts him shes so calm & NICE and hes just like 'well, im sorry if i hurt your feelings." UGH, i think i was more angry than her. guys are such assholes.

anyways, things are goin good! i got a new car last week out of the blue and i love it. grad nite is next weekend..then may will be a busy month- my birthday [the 9th], prom [12th] , graduation, then im moving out! im excited to move out but then i also feel bad for my mom cause shes going to be pretty much all alone and she keeps talking about it :[ hopefully my sister will get pregnant soon and then she can have something to occupy her..
oh i also experienced what it was to not eat for 2 days and man do i hope that i never have to do that again. anyone who's anyone knows that food=life!!

im going to see my ugly dk monkey on friday and then he comes home for like a month! then i'll be moved up there and we dont have to deal with long distance any longerr yaaay!! :D

okay well i just felt like sharing some things..mostly that episode of one bad trip. until next time..!!

!

2006-01-06T07:37:26Z

so it's been like exactly 3 months since my last update .. . not too much has happened. well maybe, but i don't really remember. buut i did graduate early from high school! yay for me! i've just been a bum and been sleeping in till 1:30 every day. it's pretty nice. but i'll get a job or something soon..maybe. i also got into UCF, although i did have to reapply so i can go for the summer term instead of fall. i plan on moving up there after graduation..actually im going to look at some apartments this weekend! [ashley, we'll go again soonn]. so yeah, life's going well. winter break was fun too - especially since my baaby was home for like 3 weeks!! and i also had a lot of good times with all my lovely ladies :D oh and happy late new years to everyone.. i cant believe it's already 2006! i've been hearing about this year foreever waiting to graduate high school and turn 18 and everything. it's weird how fast time goes - i've realized it the past couple days and it actually sucks a lot sometimes :/ especially when you think too much into it like thinking about dying too much.. i dont know maybe thats just me! haha.

ANYYWAYS, heres some pictures from news year eeve.

my_secret_crush @ 2005-10-05T20:23:00

2005-10-06T00:48:24Z

soo its been a while since ive last updated..and im only updating because its easier to give pictures to people on here lol. but yeah, everythings going good. me laura jackie and christine went up to orlando on monday after exams to visit our boyss, & we had fun. me and dan's 1 year is coming up on saturday so thats exciting too :) i have lots of school work to do buut i dont feel like doing it so im going to post these pictures now!

<3333

so we went to this pub, and i got to be 21 for the night!..with free drinks! so of course we all got preetty drunk ;D

GROOSSS ;P

this wouldve been a good picture if someone didnt have their finger over the flash...

you'll notice that i have one eye closed in like alll of these pictures..i dont know why

i completely missed the straw

mary poppins!

dan peeing in front of everyone

shoo ba dop dop dop

2005-08-22T00:18:42Z

soooo my lover of lovers of lovers moved away from me =*( but i went up to see him in orlando this weekend and it was really nice to spend some time with him and whatnot. i feel really weird not being 2 min. away from him anymore but what can you do..the boy wanted to move as far as he could from me! its a reeally hard thing to deal with & ive cried more than i have my entire life, buut we love eachother a lot so we're going to do just fine.

umm .. school is nothing special. id rather not be there and in like 3 months i'll be done!! muhaha.

oh and i have to get my wisdom teeth pulled out like labor day weekend so that sucks. my parents are sneaky to have scheduled it on a long weekend. i hope people will keep me company so im not stuck in my bed alone for that whole weekend :/

okay weell i dont feel like updating anymore so take care people.

home again

2005-07-16T20:37:27Z

weell im home from north carolina. the trip was a lot of fun, especially because i got to spend a week with my baby boy :) it's kind of nostalgic though & I can't/dont feel like trying to explain it but im sure dan will understand what i mean.

anyways, he basically summed up most of what we did on his journal so here are the pictures

we went deep sea fishing

Dan's dads half tan leg

Me & Dan Fishing

Me with the mahi I caught!

...we named him Buddy

going downtown

The cool unicycle man

battleship & pretty sunset

Dan & the bridge

Dan & his sisters... i love his facial expression

Dan's picture

sitting on the horse carriage tour

i think this pictures really funny :D Wrightsville beach

nice hair

our "SPOT" if you know what i mean..

Duck Island! I almost got attacked there

Cheesy Myrtle Beach Store

Ripleys

me & a really tall man i met

Myrtle Beach

playing his favoritee game

"The Pavilion"

and thats all

my_secret_crush @ 2005-07-07T13:16:00

2005-07-07T17:38:59Z

I haven't updated since i've gotten back so im going to do just that. My trip to washington d.c turned out to be a lot of fun - i went as part of the NYLC [national young leaders conference] so i figured it was just going to be a dorkfest but i actually met a lot of cool people so it was a good time. i have pictures from it here

i cant really remember what ive done lately but i do remember seeing circa survive last saturday and that was soo goood. in jameses terms, i came out looking like a "drowned rat"

4th of july was fun too - we bbqed at shawzys, went swimming, went to my dads bbq, made smores, and thenn got lost for 1 1/2 hours looking for a hotel because SOME people don't know how to give directions! me & dan got lost in some narcotic neighborhood & then we got pulled over because the cops thought we were going to buy drugs or something. of course dans eyes had to be blood shot & he had to be acting all spacey lol.

jens birthday was july 5th so happy birthday again to her!!! & also happy birthday to kassandra!!

tomorrow im leaving to go to north carolina with dan and his family so i wont be back until like thursday. i still have people i need to see this summer!!

my_secret_crush @ 2005-06-09T01:33:00

2005-06-09T05:38:20Z

so in about 7 1/2 hours im going to be off to new york & then washington d.c.
im going to miss dan a lotttt :*(
see you all in 2 weeks!!

the sun is up im so happy i could scream

2005-05-22T23:57:55Z

yo people! i havent really had a computer in a while, buut now we bought a new one so i am back! lets see whats been goin on.. i turned 17 on may 9th (for all those who forgot), and a bunch of other people celebrated their birthdays as well - happy birthday to you all - i took the sats & im getting my scores back tomorrow, ive been catching the same cold a billion times, dan & I hit our 7 month mark, which he forgot about.. and there was prom which was very fun & spent with great people - dan looked rather hot ;) so yeah , schools almost over and im excited, except for the fact that im going to washington d.c for 10 days :/ hopefully it wont be too bad though.

now here are some pictures from prom, and yes the quality on most of them is shitty- i dont know why but if you want to fix it go ahead..if not, whatever, you get the idea of the picture

my sister jen & I

dan got me flowers :D

me and dan

my hot momma and I

my hot dog

me and this midgit ;P

the girls

..again

assembly line

saying goodbye

inside the bus

and another shot

dann

us

me & rhiannon

me,jackie & laura

chris & olivia

me & Dan

me & kassandra

Jackie & Laura

this is a pretty bad picture but its alright.. giovi makes up for it with that wink in the corner lol

dan giving the cool thumbs up with mike cutler lol

the boys.. and another thumbs up?

sweaty sweaty dan

bakerr

after prom..they were party poopin

but not us!!!

For The Taking

2005-04-27T22:21:31Z

Hey Everyone,

Its all going down in china town!!! I think yall should take some time out of your day and take a listen to a local band called For The Taking. They have a show on May 27 at The Scene (2480 Hammondville Rd. Pompano Beach, FL 33069 for all you mapquesters) and that show is with madelyn, the mercy league, fallen from the sky, and the unwanted superheroes. Listen to there music at www.purevolume.com/forthetakingfl and add them on myspace at www.myspace.com/ftt and tell them michelle sent ya! So errrone needs to start reppin before i knock a bitch out. PEACEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

YOU WANT IT!!!

-ANONYMOUS
**(A.K.A SHAWZY)

easter 'peeps' gross me out

2005-03-27T12:04:19Z

hellooo people- im deciding to update now cause im not tired just yet and a bit bored. well this last night of spring break was definitely awesome cause i partied till 6 in the mo'niin! [literally]. it was fun.. i got to dance between 2 black men ,woooooo, sneak into clubs, & fight off the dirty men. wahaha!
dan also brought me taco bell for lunch today cause i had to wait for the painter people to come to my house. what a sweetiee :) so yeah all in all spring break was pretty well spent. i meant to take pictures of it but i ended up forgetting so i guess that sucks for me. i also didnt hang out with a lot of the people i was supposed to make plans to see buut thats what always happens.

-i saw the ring 2 tonight and my now favorite line is, "IM NOT YOUR FUCKING MOMMY". if you see it be aware of that.

OH and May is going to be a dammn good month cause its my birthday annd all american rejects are comin down , so be excited.

one two step

2005-02-22T03:56:52Z

so yesterday had to be one of the strangest days of my life because i ran into the girl who was my first friend in south florida & who i spent every waking day for 7 years of my life with and now shes married and has a baby. im still in such shock. its so weird to be so close with someone for what seems like forever and then just lose touch and not know them anymore. craaazy i tell you. im really glad i saw her though..its been a long time.

this weekend was fun though. i cant exactly remember what i did, but i think it was pretty good. my toe hurts like a bitch because lovely dan stubbed it at jameses basketball game. actually he ruined my whole pedicure!! thank you dan!! oh yeah and james is the mann at b- ball!

i hate school alot & i especially despise first hour, so i may just go in late tomorrow. actually i shouldnt go at all because my car is broken!! A HA thats a good excuse :)

i love orange soda

2005-02-02T21:46:28Z

i cant believe my family tries to tell me that diet sunkist and sunkist taste "exactly" alike. i decided to give the diet one another try today and it's pretty gross.. actually the more i drink it the more i get used to it but it's still most definitely not the same.

christine olivia and jen are sleeping over tonight and we're going to [hopefully] wake up extra early tomorrow to go out to breakfast :)
and my parents are going out of town this weekend. ooh shiit hoes !

when i came home today i felt like playing piano, so i did, and then it dawned on me that the reason i can type so fast is because i played piano for so long! i never realized that so it was kind of a special moment for me.

im watching the previews for "the wedding date" and i cant wait to seee it cause dermot mulroney is in it and although im sad to say that he's getting old, hes still good looking and his smile is still as cute as ever - so no worries ;)

and then we tumble to the ground and then you say..

2005-01-06T08:02:07Z

winter breaks almost over ..but i kind of just want these classes to come already so that school can be over with. the only thing im lookin forward to is waking up to pammela in anatomy ;)

oh yeah i finally washed my car today. and if anyone knows me, they know that that is a huge accomplishment. plus i had most of the tire dirt on my face..thats how hard i worked- so noone better mess it up

NOTICE THE 2 INSIDE FACES!! WAHAHAHA THEY'RE GOING TO KILL ME

GUMBY AND FATHEAD
[i had to bring attention to the neckless monster so noone would make fun of her]

^ MR DINK IS ON THE FAR LEFT. SEE THE RESEMBALANCE
->

E.T IS IN THE MIDDLE -

AND THEN THE BIG CHIPMUNK!!

WHOS FAVORITE WEBSITE IS IMDB!!! SLAASSH

THIS IS ROCKY, HE GOT ACTION FROM PAM BACK IN THE 7TH GRADE. ALWAYS A FEEL GOOD MEMORY

THATS MY SEMI-FISH FACE. BUT OLIVIA MAKES ME LOOK BAD WITH HER SEDUCTIVE FACE. BUT, "IT'S COO"

*THE CHRISTINE POSE*

my_secret_crush @ 2004-12-26T03:34:00

2004-12-26T08:54:12Z

christmas is officially over but it never even felt like it was here so i guess its alright. i had a great christmas though ..me, my sisters & my brother in law cooked a huge christmas dinner and for once my mom got to sit back and relax. i think it made her really happy that all of her kids were together and having a good time..which made me happy as well. anyway, i got nice presents from everybody & dans gift was especially sweet <3

i've been sick these first days of winter break ..and my cars been in the shop ..and my money was stolen but hey thats life. when im better and i have my car back, i will finally come out of hiding. only dan has had the privelage to see me amidst my hiding! mu-ha-ha-ha
hope everyone had a good holiday and that you all are doing well ♥

my_secret_crush @ 2004-12-02T23:42:00

2004-12-03T04:52:11Z

people just dont understaand.

its irritating

..and i hate when you never know if someone is truly thinking what they say

my_secret_crush @ 2004-11-14T13:33:00

2004-11-14T18:39:40Z

4 day weekend was pretty good...
wednesday i attended the college convention with kassandraa and then we skipped lunch and went to subway :) it was also danny boys birthday !!<3

thursday i cant remember. oh yeah, went to the park and my sister came down so my family went out to dinner. it was the whole family and those are just good times.

friday i went to sawgrass , hung out with dan, got bit like a bitch, then laurie ditchedd mee and i went to pats house.

came home the next morning after watching zoolander a little and slept some. went ice skating and i felt like i was in 5th grade again lol. it was nice though

today i have to catch up on school work and that sucks a lot

and there are some people that i really need to call/hang out with. im sorry, im just bad at calling people :/

my_secret_crush @ 2004-11-02T19:19:00

2004-11-03T00:47:09Z

halloween weekend was funnn. (yes, with 3 n's)
friday i went to the beach after school and surfed a little. then later dan & I saw the grudge and it was pretty freaking creepy. plus the thousands of black girls were screaming at the top of their lungs.
saturday i met up with amalia & people and we went to a halloween party. oh the stories from that night..haha. i just remember my ass getting slapped all night & later trying to climb victorias spiked gate. good times, good times.
sunday i trick or treated a little bit in my hooker boots and yeah my feet were dying. then i went to this girls party thing andd the night didnt end so well but i think everythings fine now

im an idiot and meant to take pictures this weekend but i kept forgetting my camera somewhere :/

i was a cowgirl .. yee haw

olivia was a pirate. arrr

christine was a crossing guard.. i mean a firefighter .. beepbeep

amalia was a fairyy.. i dont know what sound to make

happy birthday again to mikee :)

so maybe i do!

2004-10-24T23:08:37Z

last night was soo goood, i'm really glad i went. we didnt know any of the bands that were supposed to be playing except for the spill canvas, but they all ended up being reaally good. and they were all very nice guys. its nice to meet new people - afterwards, one of the guys from one of the bands came up and talked to me and asked if we wanted to go get dinner with them , so we did. we ate, laughed some, then headed home. thats the dry, cut version of the night but it was better than it sounds lol

it sucks that the night had to end :/

but this weekend was one of the best. i love my girlsszz ♥

yo baby wassup

2004-10-23T05:14:17Z

i wish i could skip school every day, even if today was probably a really bad day to choose considering i had a test/quiz/things due..but it was well worth it-

:"for the hungry person" breakfast in the morning..dan 'the food nazi' didnt let me finish
:a sudden impulse to go to bayfront in miami-
one of the spanish guys told me he'd marry me on the spot if i was 5 years older ;)
:more food
:gotEXTREMELYlost trying to visit giovi on no gas..
:krispy kremes
:THE SCOOBY DOO VAN..next time i wont forget to take a picture..
:busted out some old school songs
:food again
:mean stares from girls at the walk
:ghetto boys
:cop that thought i did donuts in the wendys parking lot

it was a really good day :)

bum bum bum

2004-10-11T17:28:58Z

today was a bad day. it wasnt significantly bad, but not too great. it all started when i opened my backpack in 2nd hour and my phone was discombobulated, and my mirror was cracked and broken. so therefore i was struck with bad luck today! im tired, sore, and i got a horrible grade on my math test. plus im feeling sick [thanks to laurie] :(

on another note, i saw death cab for cutie last night and they were really good.

pip pip pip

2004-09-19T18:30:52Z

things are going well as of now. this weekend was fun - friday i hung out with laurie and amalia, and i met some nice people & we had a good time. i just remember drunk amalia trying to make us noodles at 2 in the morning and laughing at her lol. saturday i went to miami with christine & the boys to hang out with giovi. apparently me and christine are annoying [or just me]. then i babysat and made some much needed money. right now im sore. from what? i have no idea.. i just am. and hungry. i'll probably go visit maa cus later cause hes a big whiney bitch! haha just kidding :D

happy birthday again to giovanni torres ;)

GLORRIAAA

2004-09-03T21:13:04Z

im bored, and i dont think im allowed to go out anymore today. i also have a sore throat :[

hm, i feel like doing that thing where people leave their name and i say something about them or whatever.. so holllaa!

the rock

2004-08-26T22:13:50Z

rocky's baaaaack!!

thank you to those that cared about him :)

hopefully he'll be completely better by next week..

breathe, stretch, shake, let it go

2004-08-22T06:01:23Z

i decided its time to post a little somethin somethin.

tonight i hung out with alain, mike, jay, julian & leyland and i beat their asses at texas hold em ;) i miss those fellas -oh i also drank like a thing of orange soda. i loove orange soda.

earlier, me, dan, mick-el, oliv, & christine went to that really nice place PIS, and showed some bitches wassup! oh oh and i got serenaded to by some guy next to me on the road. it was cute.

hm. schools pretty good i guess- i like most of the people in my classes & i have teachers that i like, so i cant complain too much.

i might plan a trip sometime this year to go to orlando and/or the northern florida area to look at colleges. if you wanna come, let me knoww :)

craash into me.. babbyy

2004-07-23T06:40:59Z

since i didnt have a camera to capture the moment of tonight, i decided id draw it out , and i found it very amusing. to those it involves, dont take it offensively.. im sorry about all the circumstances, but damn if you had been where i was you wouldve laughed too.

"the ambiguously gay duoo"

really, i AM sorry..this is just a little humor to lighten the situation :) i hope everything turns out well, and hey..it couldve been worse [the other way around]! <3